AVATAR Review Sorry for being late!!!!

Okay the Tuesday before Christmas I went and saw one the best movies I have ever seen in my entire life and that movie was AVATAR..  AVATAR is a movie by James Cameron. He wanted to create this movie some years ago, but was unable to because of the technology of film making was available.  On with the movie....
   AVATAR  is about us invading a moon of Jupiter( or a planet that resembles Jupiter) named Pandora. There is this humaniod tribe called the  "Na Vi" (Sounds like us and the indians).  Basically the Humans want these aliens to move from there home to another location so that we can take and harvest the land of the minerals that we want so that we can make millions. Sounds like the Trail of Tears and the War in Iraq, well guess what the was one of the main focuses in this movie.  It really opened my eyes to see what we are doing to other countries.

Graphics was jaw dropping and out of this world wishing that some of the landscape really did exist.  James Cameron was on some serious crack and some serious hardcore acid..Just kidding, but the graphics were really freakin great.  I give this movie 10 stars in all aspects.  Its Titanic, Aliens, Terminator, and lots and lots of guns.  Opening week dispite the snow storm here on the East Coast it opened with $77 million, last week did another $75 million and for a grand total of  $212 million dollars in the theater so I know there will be a squeal.  Go see this movie 3D its great.

Man

I am really slacking on posting some blogs...been playin video games too damn much, that and today I have been rearranging my room so I am hoping to have some stuff to blog about...Oh Twilight review will be here tomorrow night when I get home from work don't worry I haven't forgotten about that and my review of the Best Christmas Pageant Ever put on by the Theatre Guild of Rockingham County.

Finally Understanding Things

The sun has been shining brightly in my life here in the past couple of weeks...even though the weather has been wet and nasty.  Finally understand about people coming and going out of my life.  God has a plan for all of us, some of us are still looking for why he chose us, but the majority of us accept the courses that he has laid out in front of us.  I think that I know what my purpose in life is and that is to help people in need, to help them believe in the lord and in themselves.  May God Bless you all

Don't know

Nothing really going on right now that I want to blog about hitting writers block again...mainly playing video games and watching movies on my laptop which is great hahahaha. Can't wait until Saturday night going to go see Rockingham County's Theatre Guild's production of The Best Christmas Pageant Ever which stars my buddy Chris Knight the owner of the Kinght Shift blog.  For more details and all http://www.tgrc-nc.com/

Sunshining

Today the sun is shining just as bright as ever and I am glad that I am alive and able to enjoy the wonderful sunshine that the dear Lord up above has provided me with. Hoping that everybody has a great Sunday and gives thanks to the Lord.

Another thought of the day

If a girl is not married by the time she is 24 she may be lucky

Thought of the day

If you are married pray that its the one you will be with forever...if you aren't married count your blessings

Things that I am thankful for

My buddy Chris does this on his blog, which I think that is really neat. So here we start with my own things that I am very thankful for.

I am thankful for being a Christan and serving my LORD Jesus Christ.
I am thankful for having such good friends like Chris (the knight shift blog, very famous), my fraternity brothers, and my best friends that are
girls.
I am thankful for my family, my brother, his wife, and his little girl, my sister and her daughter, but most importantly my Mom and my Dad. Most of ya'll don't know it, but my mom is battling Stage 4 Breast Cancer. So I am thankful that she is still around for the holidays.
I am thankful that I have a job its not best job, but its a decent job.
I am thankful to live in a nation that you can speak your mind when you want to and do not have to worry about being imprisoned for it.

Happy Thanksgiving

From me Steven to all of ya'll who read my blog or stumble across it Happy Thansgiving.

Thought of the day

Being in love with somebody that you can not have really sucks major ass.

Okay okay okay

Movie Twilight will be here Thursday sometime sorry I have been so booked with work and everything else, mainly trying to find myself again, which I am on the verge of finding myself.

Finding myself

Missing the ball and chain
That once bounded me in pain
And sorrow.

Now comes the time I must
Get in tune
With nature
My true surroundings.

I must become as one
With nature
To let Mother take care
Of me,
Heal my wounded heart with
With her tender kindness

I shall not fear
Her wraith upon those
That have declared war
On me.

Twilight Review coming soon

Okay just watched Twilight for the first time and I have to say that was the best damn movie ever. A more in depth review coming soon

Why People Can't Understand Me

One reason why people can't understand me is that there is a constant battle of Good vs. Evil in me, but that is in all of us. My whole life has been one huge giant struggle for me and it will never end until the day that I die. I have too much pride in me and that is what I am fighting everyday.

Forgiveness

Can God ever forgive me for the sins that I have done in my life. With all the sins that I have done I don't expect God to ever let me in the Pearly Gates. I have sinned with pride and it lead to my own destruction and now I must face the consequences for what I have done.

Better Than Me-Hinder

This song describes the feelings that I have right now.

Not Understanding

Don't understand why this place of a world has to take and destroy a great guy like me (not trying to boast or anything).  Do people not know that they are destroying one of God's creations' feelings.  Does anybody know how to heal a broken heart at all?

Finally

Finally the nightmare is over and the voices inside of my head have been silenced for good.  Sanity returning like a river flowing. Finally the bad dream has ended.  Heavy burden been lifted, now I am back on track.

Gloomy Clouds Fading Away

Gloomy clounds fading away
Revealing the warmth of the
Yellowish-white orb that rules
The day
Yellowish rays shine down from
The heavens and the earth
Shivers with warmth

Earth basking in its glory
While the sun is shining
Earth knowing that the sun
Is getting ready to set for
Another day

Cold-hearted orb rules the night
Removes the color from the Earth's sight
Shadows creep over the Earth.

Earth quakes with fear as the moon
Rises.
For that the Earth knows what happens
When the moon rises.

Unspeakable things happen
And yet love grows beyond
Leaps and bounds
Hope growing
In this desolate world
Praying that new things work
Out for the best

Quote of the Day

The truth is, everyone is going to hurt you. 
You just gotta find the ones worth suffering for.
                                                   -Bob Marley

Have you ever wonder?

Have you ever wonder what drives people to become crazy? 
Have you ever wonder why some people don't believe in God, when God's presence is all around us?

Destiny

Is it me or is it destiny that I am finding myself once again.  Destiny is wielding its award for me now. 

Thought of the day

There is 98 % of good people in the world, why do we hear about the 2% of bad people?

Feelings

Darkness flowing freely through my veins
Sorrow keeps feeling glass with pain,
While madness toys with my mind.
Insanity becoming more and more of a reality.

Screaming to the top of my lungs
Begging God to stop the madness and the pain,
But I continue my path to destruction
Knowing that there is nobody to save me now.

The damage has allready been done
And its far greater than expected

Hurting People's Feelings

No matter what happens in a relationship somebody is going to get hurt, and get blamed for everything that went wrong. What people do not understand it really affects the person that get blames for everything.  If people could only agree that it was both party's faults then the hurt should be less hurtful but that is wrong it still hurts just as bad.  Give people a chance and get to know them it might end up being the one you are really looking for.

Thought of the day

If the grass is greener on the side then why is it still green on this side?

Veterans Day

Its not only a national holiday where the banks are closed and the kids are out of school.  Its a day of rememberance for those that have made the ultimate sacriface for our freedom.  Never forget those that have made that sacriface and those that are fighting for our freedom today across seas with this war on Terrorism.  I have had a lot of people in my family that has served with the military and I am glad that they did.  My Grandfather Hassell O'Bryant served in World War II in the US Army Air Corp. (US Air Force was created after WW2) He served in Italy and Austria in 1944 and 1945. He was a corporal in a reconnasence unit. He helped develop photos that pilots took of target areas.  So basically my grandfather was a photographer. I guess that I get it honested because I love taking pictures.  The old timey picture is my grandfather standing in front of the barn that he and my Uncle Sid built it before pawpaw went off to war.  So today or any day, if you see or know anybody that is currently serving or has served in our military or be sure to thank them for their job well done, remember those that paid the ultimate sacriface, and pray for those that are overseas fighting for our freedom.

Second Amendment

In the United States Constitution, the first ten Amendments are known as the Bill of Rights. The Second Amendment is the right to keep and bear arms, which means that any one person can have a gun in their own homes without any illegal activity as long as they have the guns locked up and out of reach from small children.  Now in order to get a gun you got to have a extensive background check, criminal background check, just to make sure that you aren't going to go some where and go postal.  People ought to know that our government wants to take that freedom away from us just because they want our homes to be safer haha.  I will be the first one to tell you that I am much more safer knowing that I have a 12 gauge pump action shotgun within reach that when someone is trying to break into my house they will be the first one to know that I mean business because that will the be last time that someone will break into my house.  I am going to keep my family safe from harm and will tell people what I think of them if they tell me that I should not own a gun.  It helps keep the crime rate regulated...

Rebellion

I am here to tell you that there will be another Revolutionary War or another Civil War.  Take a look at what is happening in the world.  One look at the way how violence has increeased over people wanting food to eat.  The crime rate has shot up since the economy has gone to hell in a hand baket. Tension between all racial groups are at an all time high.  People are going to stand up for what is right and when the time is right they will revolt.  There are peopel out there are waiting for the right moment when they will begin the revolt. Several million people are not happy with the way this country is being runned right now with our new President. People are getting tired about the millions of dollars that our government is pumping into banks, while those banks go on retreats to a tropical island with all expenses paid for by our own money.  People it is time to start to speaking your voice and let your voice be heard because there will come a time soon that our voices will no longer be heard.

Another Thought of the Day

Heartache is a pain in the butt

Thought of the day

Always listen to classical music or Soundtrack music that can inspire the soul do whatever you want to do.

He Stop Loving Her Today

This song is a song that speaks out when you truly love somebody until the day you die...Apparently I have two people that I will love until the day that I die no matter how hard I move on I will always love these two people the most.

Thought of the Day

Fate and Destiny are on crack

Over a 100 Posts in less then 3 months

I am so proud to say that I have posted over 100 blog post in three months.  This is a big time accomplishment for me... I hope to continue to crank out blog post like this for times to come..

A single blinding white

Rose blooms with thunderous
Silence,
Out in the middle of a dark gloomy
Graveyard that is surrounded by a dark
Midnight forest.

As I stumble upon the rose like a
Drunk stumbling into a tavern.
I fall down on my behind to look
More closely at the fragile rose,
And I wonder how such beauty
Could have ever grown in such a
Place.

As I pick up the rose and hold
The rose as if I was lifting a
Child.

The smell of the sweet intoxicated smell
Captivates me.
I finally realized that it was meant
For me to find this rose.

I start to think about the woman that I was
Going to marry, she died a few weeks before
I could ask her to marry me.
She was pure that it would have blinded you
With radiant white light.

I was there by her side just before she died.
I was going to ask her right then but, before
I could get the courage to ask her she died.

Ever since we laid her to rest
I have been coming to this dark gloomy
Graveyard, but all of the times that I have
Been coming to this graveyard,
Tonight is the first night that I have ever found
A single white rose blooming on top of her grave.

The time that I fell in love with an angel

I
I stumble my way through
The snow covered forest
As if the snow was a blanket.
The huge orb that shines its
Silent yellow-white light through
The dark, gloomy, deathly still
Trees.

Even though that its a clear night
Stars decide not to shine for me.
I see a house that has candle yellow
Lights that are shining through the window.
As I approach the tiny cottage,
I catch a glimpse of an angel
But I am not sure.

II
I approach the Cherry Oak door
I knock with a whimpering knock
For that I am so exhaust and so
Cold for walking in the waist deep
Snow.

The Cherry Oak door opens up
And I am greeted by this angel
Who lives alone in this tiny cottage.
Her hair is a sandy beach blonde that
Has a hint of ginger in it.
A smile that beacons my ship
To her harbor.

Her eyes are a misty green color and
Her body has all of the right curves that
goes with an angelic face.

III
She sees how badly exhausted I am,
So she takes me in.
She sits me near the fire so that
I can get warm.
She takes care of me and
Nurses me back to health.
I sleep for several days,
For that I am so exhausted.

I awake three days after I
Arrived to the tiny cottage to
Find that there really is an angel
That lives here in this tiny cottage.
I see her laying there on floor.
I realize that I am laying in her bed
I should have been been sleeping on
The floor instead.

I get up to check on her to make sure
That she is okay.
She awakes at the moment that I am fixing
To get up to check on her.
I look into those misty green eyes of hers.
I can not believe that I am staring into the eyes
Of a true angel.
And at that exact moment I fell in love with
An angel.

Why did I have to go?

Why is it that I have

To go?

Far away from everybody

Soon I will be.

Traveling on the winds

That blow on this great

Good Earth.

I scatter to the four

Winds of the Earth trying to get

A glimpse of you.

I ride the wind that

Blows through your hair,

So I could feel what it is

Like to touch your hair.

But do you know that it was I

Who touches your skin and hair

When the winds blows?

I try to whisper to you to tell you

That it is not your fault for me dying

Thatt day, when we had that very big

Argument.

I left your house driving as fast as

A nascar driver down those winding

Roads.

Its my fault for that I should have watched

The road instead of looking back and I

Never saw the curve that was there and the guard rail

That was never replaced,

So I flew over the curve and over the cliff I went.

I love you and I want to let you know that there is

A new life that is growing inside of your belly.

In time you will find somebody new to help take care

Of our child.

So I return to the four

Corners of the Earth watching,

Waiting, and looking for the next

Time that I get to see a glimpse of

You.

I hear you screaming my name

Out to the wind.

Crying and asking,

Why did I have to go?

Forgotten By The Hands Of Time

As I walk down this long and winding road,

I think about the happiness that I have had

In my life.

All that I am wearing is a pair shorts, t-shirt, my hat, and my shoes.

The pale white orb is shining in the blacken sky,

The trees shaking their heads in hatred,

wondering why I am walking down a path with no other.

As I am walking I open my bottle of whiskey

Trying to drink my sorrows away,

Feeling the whiskey burning like hot coals as it goes

down my throat into my stomach,

But can not seem to drink my sorrows away.

I start to wonder if I have been forgotten by the

Hands of time.

I start to wonder if anybody has wondered

Where I was when I left my house.

I do not care if they care because if they had cared they

Would have tried to help me before I left,

But no worries.

The wind starts to howl and yell at me for being stupid,

I'll never know what would have been if she had decided to stay.

I start stumble now for the alcohol starts to take effect on me,

But I continue on because I have been

Forgotten by the hands of time.

Rising From The Ashes

Rising from the ashes

Like the mystical bird Phoenix.

Today is a better day.

The warm yellow sunlight beaming

Down on my face as I go out to start my day.

I know that my troubles are still there in my heart,

But God has freed me from my prison and

I have a feeling that things are on the way of

Becoming better.

I feel like that God had handcrafted this day

As a special day for me.

For that I have risen from the ashes.

Driving Down A Dirt Road

Driving down a dirt road,

Out in the middle nowhere,

Driving towards the firey sun

As it sets in the western sky,

Thinking about all of the choices

that I have made in my life.

I look to the right side of me

And I see a girl

With light strawberry blonde hair,

Her eyes are that of emeralds.

She has a smile that could make

Any man's heart melt,

And I am happy that she is

With me on this journey to the great

Unknown.

She knows what I have been through in

My life and I want to show her things

That I haven't shown anybody else.

She knows that the road is going to be rough,

But she is there thick and thin.

For that we are,

Driving down a dirt road,

That is headed for the future

That we want to create.

New Feelings Being Mixed With Old Feelings

What is this strange new feeling
That I am feeling?
New feelings being mixed with
Old feelings
In the matter of weeks
Hearts being broken and
Hearts being made renew
Relationships ending
While new friendships are raising
Out of the ashes.
People going their separate ways
People finding their way in life
People's lives crossing with each others
Lives again
Hearts falling in love
While other hearts are falling out
Of  love
Being at peace at last

If I don't post for a while

If I happen to not post for a while its because I don't have a house or internet...I am going to bake some pumpkin pie for the first time in my life, actually this will be the first time that I have cooked something period.  Wish me luck and you might want to have the fire department ready...oh that is right I am firefighter now I rejoined my community fire department so now its time to put some fires out hahahaha..

Thought of the day

Why is it that you get what you need but you can not seem to get what you want

Sorry Blog Readers

I am sorry that I have not been posting like I should because I have been so busy with work, and just trying to find time to relax.  I am hoping to have some stuff posted by late to night. When I get home from work I plan on just down and working on things that I want to post. This has been a really weird week that I have had this week. Two people (well actually one) from my past has came back into my life for some reason while the other I don't know why she still here, but there must be a reason for everything. Here is a picture of a storm  cloud that I captured with my camera this past summer.

This picture is taken by me and it is NOT SOMEBODY'S ELSES WORK.  So DO NOT say that this is somebody's else work because you do I will be angry.  This photo was taken at my house back in June 2009.  I love taking photos of storm clouds when they build like this.

Photo by: Steven Glaspie (Me)

Prince of Persia: Sands of Time

Prince of Persia the video game is being made in a movie that is going to release May 28th, 2010.  It has Jake Gyllenhaal and Ben Kingsley. It looks like that is going to be a great movie, only one little down fall, Disney is making, but don't get me wrong it looks Pirates of the Caribbean meets Lawerence of Arabia.   I just hope that I am not disappointed with it...

here is the link to the trailer

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z_ZpqkJE1mk

Tonight

Can't believe that I am falling in love with some one again. I had thought that the feelings that I had for her were gone until tonight...I can't say what happened, but something happened and now we are feeling the feelings that we had for each two years ago going on three years.. Love is a strange thing in this day and age.

Another thought of the day

Love is gentle, but yet it can be pain suffering.  The best kind of love that anybody should be feeling is the gentle kind.

Thought of the day

Is reality absolute or is it a illusion?

Seasons changing yet again

Well its that time of year again when the seasons change from Fall to Winter. This is the hardest change in my life because this is when my seasonal depression kicks in really bad. Saturday one of my Brothers (Fraternity Brothers that is) took me out on his boat at Belews Lake.  This one picture here is taken at the landing where we dropped off his boat.  It was raining some but it more a of drizzle than anything at all.

This is like a trailer park that is on a hill at Belews. The only problem with some of the places is the hill is started to erode and all it would take is a good amount of rain fall and some of the trailers would literally fall into the lake.  It reminds of something that you see in the mountains and not here in Piedmont.

Here is something that is goregous no matter what time of the year it is. A sail boat on the water. The day was a great day out on the lake even though it was rainy and gloomy but it was a great day.

Ode to my Life

Darkness creeps in the minds
Of happiness
Confusing thougths come to life
Confusing hope stirs in the
Darkest depths of the soul
Worrisome thoughts plaguing
The heart
Tricks being played on the
Strong,
While the weak lose control
Wheels of time stop
While the wheels of fate and destiny
Spin out of control
People coming back from the past
Seasons of life changing for the best
Seeing for the first time in life
Pondering what life has instore

Aries Theme (Aerith's Theme)

Aries or Aerith is a character from Final Fanstay VII. As far as I can recall she is the only Final fantasy character to actually die and not be able to come back to life.

Halloween '09

Halloween '09 was probably the best Halloween so far in my life. The reason that is because two of my fraternity brothers made sure that I was out having fun and living life to the fullest. 

Never Forget

Now this came out like a couple of days after 911, greatest act of terrorism on American soil, since the bombing of Pearl Harbor on December 7, 1941...Nobody really knows who created this, but this is a major hit. This something that we must never forget ever...especially the 343 firefighters, police officers, and port authority, and lets not forget all of the people that lost their lives to this tragic event that will always be there to haunt us.

Yet another thought of the Day

Never drink before bed you might end up having some crazy ass dreams

Aerosmith

Here is another band that I think is one of the best bands around our times.

It is finally here...the Album that everybody should own

This week the release of an album that everybody wants to go out and buy is the The Essential Weird Al Yankovic..

It has some of his best works on there. Like, White and Nerdy, Bedrock Anthem, Jurassic Park (my all time favorite), Fat, Eat it, I lost on jeopardy (another all time favorite of mine), and many more...

Here is the link to Weird Al's website where you can buy it...http://www.sonymusicdigital.com/weird-al/details/4478278



Disclaimer: This is my own work
Picture credit: To Weird Al and Sony Music

Good Boys

Listen to the words on this one...Good boys will never win the girl because they want the bad boy type..

Another thought of the day

Madness crepting back into reality

Pictures of me with some Celebs.

When I went to Tennessee a couple of years ago when I was with Last Minute Productions at Western Carolina University, I got to meet a couple of famous celeberaties.  I got to meet Danny Glover and the Famous Porn king Ron Jeremy

My friend James C., Danny Glover, and then Me with a beard...Some great times there in Tennessee. when we weren't in shops, I was at the bars. The people that I was with would come look for me at the bars first before anywhere else...That's bad, but I am not that bad anymore...

Danny Glover stared in movies like the Lethal Weapons Series, The Color Purple, Operation Dumbo Drop. He is clearly one the best well known actors in Hollywood.

This me with the King of Porn himself, Ron Jeremy.
I could even believe that I met the man that more or less started the Porn industry himself... Ron Jeremy is a legend to all people who watch porn. Hahahahaha

The seasons of time

The seasons of time
Are changing in tune
With the seasons of life
Golden leaves fallen off
The rusty heart
That has started to fall
Apart due to the emptiness
That has started to fill
The hollow dust stricken
Heart.
Every square inch of the
Heart feeling like a thousands
Swords stabbing it.
Blood oozing out of every hole
For that there is no more
Hurt.

Thought of the day

Why is it that people in this world have to be so ruthless to everybody, do we not have any morales left.

Destiny

Destiny awakens a
Hero's hope
For that the time has come
For him to face his
Destiny
And become the hero
He is meant to be

He realizes that he can not
Hold back the wave of time
For that he must face the truth
Of his very own darkest secrets
But even him does not know what
The secret is.

Foolish charms hang

Foolish charms hang
In the balance of justice
Hope on a stirring
In the hearts of love ones.

Could this be the end

Could this be the end
Of all things for mankind
Certainly not for that life
Does carry on no matter

Happiness

Where is the happiness that I once had? No matter how hard I tried I ended up failing at the most easiest thing there is in a relationship...

Terra's Theme

This is another great video of a popular Final Fantasy VI character named Terra...

Can't sleep

Wish that I could sleep right now but its okay I will get sleep when I need it the most...I guess that I am still running on cake right now...but that is about to run out really quick here...still got a lot going on in my mind and it will be a couple days before I will be able to speak to anybody about it. Now I know what I want in a girl and I will never go to the type that I had before...I am so glad that its finally over now on to bigger and better things in life...like Warhammer 40k which that Robin Williams the actor plays...and soon I will be playing it too...Going to call it a night....Hopefully God will show his unconditional love on me...

Okay okay okay here it is at last....

Transformers Revenge of the Fallen of the best movies I think that has been ever made, but there is one down fall about that (no pun intended), and that is its a little too long. I it should have been broken up into two movies, but its okay. Its not a disappointment at all. This one will keep you on the edge of your sit through out the whole movie. Who could forget the famously funny part where literally we see "Steel Balls" that were Devastors. Overall the movie is great and a must to own. There has to be a third one, but who knows when that will be...

Sometimes

Sometimes we need to say what we need to say about things. I am so glad that I am finally done with my ex she's a bitch and always will be one. There I said it. I know its not the christian way to say that to somebody face to face, but its fixin to come to that point.
If you haven't seen the Bucket List you need to its about two Cancer patients that are living their lives to the fullest before they die.

Tranforms Revew coming this evening

The Transformers review coming this evening when I get home from work. I was up the marjority of the night thinking so was not able to do it.

Great song

This is a great song by The Fray...Now I can say that all hope is lost for me and it will be a while for me to recover from this, but I got the friends that will help me recover a little bit quicker than I would if I was by myself...

Is having an Epiphany

For some odd reason my mind just flipped a light switch and now I am seeing with my own eyes all the destruction in the void of time. A pretty big chunk has been taken out. Its like something just erased everything in my mind. Like my emotions and all have been reseted or something, whatever this that I am feeling is something new to me. Don't know what but I might have had an epiphany, but of what?

One of the Best Song Writers Ever

Listen to this song its explains the pain and I hurt that I have brought upon myself..

Who knew

This time last week I had rock bottom and was going to a little bit crazy and staring madness in the face, now I am starting to climb back up the ladder of happiness once again.  This happiness is what I had a year ago when I first met my gf. I believe in God and I know that his will is being done now as I am going through this stage of happiness, during this time of hardship.   I have a great family and my friends have been here for me and even complete strangers have been here for me too.  God works in mysterious ways and there are things that happen we will never be able to explain. Its been a great life so far and I can not wait to see what is in store me and my gf in the future....

Thunderous Happiness

Thunderous happiness
Roaring through the valley
Sun shining brighter than ever
Before.
Happiness becoming the new
Madness
Worries and fears washing
Away like footprints in the
Sand being washed away by the waves.
People rejoicing
For that the dawn of a new
Age has begun.

Leaving Madness

Madness leaving the world
Happiness returning to the land
The protector of the land rising
From the ashes like the mythical
Phoenix.

Hope starting to shine like the sun
People starting to believe in hope
Once again
The dark knight giving people
A hero they deserve
Peace calming the land
Like a flowing river
Through the meadows of a dense
Forest.

Jeff Dunham

Jeff Dunham one the best comedian/ventriloquist of our times....Two full-length Dvd's, A Christmas Special, and now his very own tv show on Comedy Central...

Boost

Boost Mobile is one of the fastest growing cell phone providers here in the United States...Its best plan is only $50 dollars a month, which includes unlimited text, unlimited calls, unlimited web, and unlimited walkie talkie..Now please let me know if you find another cell phone provider that can provide all of that for the same price...You can't

I'll be better off

This is how I feel right now...All hope is lost for me

Vendetta

Vendetta's being paid in
Innocence blood
Innocence people being
Made martyrs for their
Belief in happiness
How can somebody destroy something
So wonderful?
Is this a curse that I must
Live with?
What have I done to deserve
This?

Behold

Behold the sweet intoxication
Of madness
Making the senses tingle
With power
Brushing the breast of time
Knowing that all things
Must come to an end
For that no good thing
Comes out of happiness
Except the painful bliss of hurt.

Madness

Madness is eventuality
Love losing its sweet taste
The world becoming undone
Nonexistence becoming louder
Than usual

Craziness is normal
People losing their spirits
Since there is no hope
Left for anybody

Lust becoming the new love
Good morals lay to waste
Heartache becoming a natural occurence
Daylight getting dimmer as the days
Get shorter.

Today's madness

Today's madness is going to be a good I think that...No I have not gone into madness but I am dancing on the edge of it though hahahaha...Hoping to have about any where from 1-3 poems by this evening I hope...

Can't believe the weather here in the Piedmont

Man I can not believe the weather here in the Piedmont..the air is so clear and there is not a single cloud in the sky..Wish that I was on a boat fishing and a cooler full of drinks that would be the life right now...

Untitled

Dreams of Madness
Seeming to become real
Even when reality does not
Exist
Despair riding the wheels of time
Hope on a string
Time slipping through the hands of mankind
People running in fear
Of being devoured by madness
Lust breaking new ground
On the weak hearts
Darkness creeping back into
The hearts of the wicked
Day light going into hiding
As day breaks into solid tears
For that there is no hope for mankind

Things to think about

If reality ever existed then people would not be as interesting as we are...so reality does not exist because we are a dull race with no hope of future and thing about this is that people think that in reality they are not getting their way on everything...but that does not exist, if you sit down and look at it people are getting their ways about everything and its showing people can not grasp the unknown works here in the universe. People are scared to think outside of the box. People will not understand the differenece of insanity and reality...Madness and Power go hand and hand and it can and will lead to your destruction no matter how noble and well respected you are you will be utterly destroyed...

My thought about reality

Reality never existed, its only us who think that Reality exist..

What do you think

What do you think you have
Found in this dying world?
Happiness is the absence of sadness
Reality never existing
Walking this desolate road we call life
Looking at past memories at the times
That when happiness presided
In life
Foolish gaze at the stary sky
Flashes if bright lights cross the
Sky in hatred
Madness lurking in the shadows
Despair on every corner
People gossiping about things
That should not be talked about
Hurt that will not go away
Madness attacking happy memories
Craziness consuming all aspects
Of living
Hope being tortured by despair
In broad daylight.

This one speaks to the very depth of my soul

For all of you Final Fantasy Fans this is the opera song in Final Fantasy VI

My theme Song

This is my theme song...If you have the mind set that I do you can picture me standing there on the mountain cliff being the sole protector of the land

Calling it a night

Well I think that I am going to call it a night tonight...So much has gone on in the past few days its hard to believe that tomorrow is Monday...wish that i was off again tomorrow but I am off on Wednesday...Good night Blogger..

Letted so many people down

I can't begin where I have let so many people down.  I have few friends that will not let me falter, but there is a time where I will have to do things on my own and make sure that everything will be okay in my life. I just wish that I could be happy and I am happy, but why I am going through this now while my plate is too full to begin with.  Its sad that my head can not absorb anything right now because its running in circles.  I am glad that I have a great friend like Chris Knight, if it was not for him I would probably go insane forever, but instead he has lead me to the Dark Side because they have cookies hahahaha.

finally starting to crash

I am finally starting to crash after I had about six cups of coffee today which is like a major overdose of caffinee, but I am glad that I have great friends that are praying for me during this diffcult time that I am going through right now.  Wish that it was nothing but a bad dream.

God Help Us

God help us all I am on twitter now. hahahaha

Family Guy

Family Guy was freakin awesome tonight they three short stories about three different Stephen King's movies.  They were Stand By Me, Misery, which I could stop laughing since that I watched Forcery last night ( a homemade movie that my buddy Chris Knight did, if you want to watch it go to the link on the right side of my page and look for the Knight Shift link and then scroll down and look for Forcery on the left hand side) its great.  The third one was The Shawnshank Redemption which was okay I was hoping for the Shining that one would have been great...

What is this Glorious Glow that I see?

What is this glorious glow that I see?
Is it the light at the end of the tunnel?
Or is it hope that something great is about to happen?
Where is the loving Fellowship that we once had
Now its gone
And nobody wonders what will come of the withering tree
They don not care about the dying race of their land.

Why?

Why do I fail at things?
Why do I fall in love so easy? Is it because I am scared of being hurt?
Why is that I have to face what's going here at home by myself? Even though I know that God is here with me.

Best 15 movies of All times

1. The Dark Knight
2. V for Vendetta
3. Pirates of the Caribbean III: At Worlds End
4.Transformers
5. Speed Racer
6. Hellboy II
7. The Good, The Bad, and the Ugly
8. The Punisher (with Thomas Jane)
9. Glory
10. Army of Darkness
11. Lord of the Rings Return of the King
12. Forrest Gump
13. Young Guns II
14. Revenge of the Sith Star Wars III
15. Superman II

well its official

I have been made as a heretic or as I should say a very bad person.  How can some body through the trust card at me when I trusted them with all of my heart.. Its okay they will understand one day that I trusted them...

I wish that I could have been

I wish that I could have been

In your dying moments

It hurts me

Like a thousand swords

Plundering, stabbing my

Heart until I can bleed

No more.

Now you lie below,

The fresh ground lays loose

Under the weight of the

Golden blue sky

Lost tears are shed

Over your final resting place.

Your whispered voice

Scattered against the icy hot,

Howling wind,

Blows

Like a mighty gale force wind on the

Ocean.

Making me wish you were still with me.

I wish that I could have been.

Where are you

Where have you been all of my life?

You used to be there for me when I was feeling

Down.

Now you hardly come when I need you the most.

You come and go like a ghost,

In the cold chilly wind that howls your name,

And I guess that I have to play a game,

In order to get you to come back to me.

What is this illuminating light that I see?

Could it be the end of the tunnel for me?

Or is it just another dream.

Why can't you be here with me now?

You used to be.

Where have you gone to

For that I need you to be

Here for me in my last few

And final moments upon this

Futile earth.

And you are not here by my side.

There is no hope for me now

Since you decided to go

To the farthest corner of the world.

Dear Readers

Dear Readers,
             I have came to a very hard and bumpy road in my life right now.  I wish that I could explain it, but I can not as I am sitting very depressed and drinking a couple of drinks, its came to my attention that its time for me do a walk that will prove anybody that I trust them, but then again its a walk that I want to walk and never return to home or any land for that my time has come for me to meet my maker and repay in kind for what he has done.  This world has no place for a guy like me anymore...This world has gone to hell in a hand basket and I have lost everything that I have loved.   Nobody will understand why I am given this task of doing nothing but walking and walking till the the point that I pass out...Nobody cares about the emotional well being of me and they never will.  This world is lost and nothing will save it except the second coming of Christ...but I am afraid that I am going to be meeting him really soon if somethings do not change. Wish that I could go back and change things for the better, but its too late for that.  This world was never ready for me and it will never will be.

USA Becoming Third World Country?

Is the USA becoming the next third world country?  Is China becoming a super powered country like what we use to be?  People I hate to say answer  this two questions but its happening, and yes the USA is becoming the next third world country. Look at the sarce jobs out there, the homeless on the rise, people living in rundown housing complexes.  Geez, the dependency on oil is one thing, but with the value of the dollar on the decline its making our country practially useless. China is becoming the economic Super Power. Could this be the work of China and Russia to destroyed the USA once and for all? 

What is love

What is love when your heart is missing several pieces?
How can you fix a cold desolate heart that has frozen solid?

My Top 10 Villians

I know this is going to stir some conversation on my blog..

1.The Joker-Heath Ledger-The Dark Knight
2.Sephiroth-Final Fantasy VII
3.Darth Vader-Star Wars
4.Megatron-Transformers
5.Hannibal Lecter-Anthony Hopkins-Silence of the Lambs
6.Emperor Palpatine-Star Wars
7.Boba Fett-Star Wars
8.Freddy Krueger-Nightmare on Elm Street
9. Jason Voorhes-Friday the 13th
10. Chuckie-Childs play


Okay I am stuck right now but this what I got so far more to come soon

Coming Soon

Coming Soon I will be posting my top fifteen villians from movies, video games, books, and even real life so stay tuned Kiddies its going to be a bumpy ride....HAHAHAHAHA

Zombieland

All I got to say is that Zombie land is must see movie its gorie but its funny as crap and it deserves to be watched by all people...Its National Lapoon's Vacation meets Dawn of the Dead/Doom/ Duke em... Me and my buddy Chris Knight who owns the Knight Shift blog (which that I have a link on the right side to his blog) said that they should come out with the video game of Zombieland...which would be so cool to shoot zombies on Amusement park rides...

Check It Out

I posted a link that will send you to my friend Chris Knights blog on the right side of the page so go check it out. He is one cool dude...

What the Crap

How could our fearless leader Mr. Obama win a Noble Peace Prize when he has done nothing...I don't care if I am steping on toes here but what has he done?  Absolutely nothing...is for the employment? Last time I checked the Unemployment is still sky rocketing upwards and there is end in sight. Is it for the troop withdrawment from Iraq? Last time I checked he wants to increase troops...What is it for....It needs to be taken away, what he needs to do is step up to the plate and take action, if he is not going to do that then the people of the United States of America needs to rebel against him and protest that he either gets his act together or we shall demand that he be impeached...oh its time for a change what he said well he is getting the change all right in his pocket...

Strange feelings

Is it just me or is that something major is fixing to happen in our lives again...I got a feeling like another big disaster is going to happen here in the near future I just got that feeling something weird is about to happen...I can't wait to start my family when that day comes...I can't believe that its been almost two years since that Grandfather has been gone...my mind is running like hell right now

My words to worry about

The words that people don't want me to say : I have a bad idea, I have an idea, and then I'm thinking

Stillness threatness the peaceful
Atmosphere
The changes of time is upon us
The worst is yet to come
It will be swift as the hammer stroke falls

My spurge yesterday at Bestbuy

Ok so after I got off from work yesterday I went to B-towm to go to Bestbuy to see what I could find. I bought two movies yesterday and I am glad that they did have them...Hellboy and Hellboy II The Golden Army...the classical piece where Abe finds the third piece of the crown is so freaking moving that it will make you cry..that part also teaches all of us that if we really do love somebody we would do anything to save to them from harm...Why can't anybody see that I am a protector of sorts....maybe I am starting to lose touch of normacy...maybe I will take a stroll into the woods and to never return...can not take anymore stress because I am at the breaking point right now and I don't know which way is up nor down...GOD help me please....Really upset right now but I will be back later...

The wheels of fate (under construction)

The wheels of fate have
Started to turn
Is our life nothing but a dream
If it is
Who is the dreamer,
Why hasn't the dreamer woken up
Ever ponder that question

Music of the Night (under construction)

Living as you never lived before
Letting the soul take you where you
Want to be
The power of the music of the night
You alone can make my song take flight

Feeling,
Hearing,
Touching,
Smelling the sweet intoxication of the music
As if it were a person

Music of the night
Haunting,
Floating through the air with its tune





References: The Phantom of the Opera
                   Song Music of the Night
                   By Andrew Lloyd Weber

In the bleakness of winter

In the bleakness of winter
Snow falling like down
Like a heavy rainstorm
Gale force wind blowing

Smoke rising from chimneys
Fires crackling with warmth
Lovers romancing with one another
Not caring what is going on in the world
For that tonight is for lovers and for lovers alone.

Lonely people sitting there
Lusting for romance in their lives
But are sadden since that nobody
Wants to be loved by them.

Can you not see

Can you not see the light of day
Coming over the horizon.
Moonlight serenading by the
Willow tree
Dew glistening by the
Dawn's early light

Sleep overtakes thee
Peaceful dreams of happiness
Or no dreams,
But peaceful sleep

Mind at rest from
A hards day work
Or just simply resting
The mind.

Reading inner thoughts
People's Opinion
Plaguing the mind
With thoughts of depression
Or thoughts of happiness.

Wanting to be loved like others
But can not understand why some
People act the way they do
When you need them the most.

Sunlight brighter than God's presence
Rain drops falling like angels crying
Over the welcoming of a new angel

Thunderous silence prevails over
The land
People wanting to be heard
People speaking their minds more
In a world that is afraid to face truth.

Pink Ribbon

Sorry that I haven't posting like I should I want to be posting like everyday but I am not good as some people are about this thing.  I have been going through a really rough time right now...My mom has breast cancer and we put m grandmother in a nursing home so its been really hard for me...I guess you can say that I am a momma's boy because I have been there by momma's side for the longest I can remember.  Please I don't know how many people read my blog everyday, but if you have a pink ribbon please wear to show support for Breast Cancer Awareness Month is the Month of October...If you ever see  me you will see that I will be wearing a pink ribbon some where on my shirt to support my mother and supporting the cause.


http://www.thebreastcancersite.com/

Starlit gaze (under construction)

Starlit gaze upon the
Hero of time
Wanders the night
In search of the meaning of life.
He gazes at the starlit sky in
Search of the answer that he is looking for.

A wanderer of time stirs out of slumber
She feels the calm before the storm
Because she is so in tune to nature
She feel it breathe, when it hurts,
And when its angry at the world
For destroying nature beauty.

The winds of fate
Blowing like a squall
She hears whispers from the past
Whispers of a dark evil that
Has been awaken by the
Power of Wisdom, Power, and Courage

Drinking at a Bar

Drinking at a bar
Mowtown music on the
Juke box
Making the body dance
To the rhythm of the magical beat.

Drinking until the hurt is gone
A piece of heart died that day
Ever since it has been searching,
Hoping and praying that things will
One day get better
The heart hopes that being scared is over
Listening to the thunderous rain that is falling
On the ole tin roof.

Still sitting here at a bar wishing that there was
Another person to talk to while drinking
But nobody wants to talk to a drunkard
Who can not even accept the fruits of life
A day will come and will embrace
The fruits of life with open arms.

A New World Order

Guess What fellow Christians its fixing to happen A New World Order is going to happen here pretty soon.  So if you don't believe in Christ and do not want to be here when he comes back then you better start getting to know Jesus really well. That goes for us too who believe in him with all of our hearts. The time is near is for us to be watching and waiting when our Lord and Savior returns to rapture the church because that will be the most glorious day for all of us.  Its time for us to be getting ready for our final trip and have a ring side seat watching the world fall into choas.

Rockingham County has a high divorce rate

Here in Rockingham County the divorce rate is way up. Which I find is very true because there is no finanical stabililty here in the county.  There are no new jobs coming here to Reidsville because there is nothing but illerate people here, now now do not get me wrong there people here who do have smarts and they are the ones that are trying to get things going in this town again. Here is the link to see the full article of it. Remember this if you are going to get married make sure that you are ready and finanically stable to do it.
http://www.wxii12.com/family/21102694/detail.html

Wake Up Call for America

America its time for a real change, its time for another rebellion.  I am getting sick and tired of people not standing up for what is right and that is what is dragging this economy down and the prices of health care to sky rocket through the roof.  I am getting sick and tired of people living on welfare when they have really nice cars and big diamonds on their hands.  America its time for us to wake up and smell what we are shoveling and it isn't roses either. Go ask anybody that is involve with some politics that have a idealist mind and they will tell you that the "storm is coming."  We are not in a recession we are in a freakin depression and its getting worse all of the time people laying off people, who gives a crap about health care, what are you going to do about us poor people who are working two jobs just to make ends meet. No wonder people are getting divorce all of the time. The number one reason for divorces right  now is finanical trouble.  Our fearless leader is not going to help us do anything, all he is doing making things worse and its going to get even worser if nothing is done. Its time that we ended the Soicalist regime and get our Democracy back and get back to the basics of life. 

Do not turn from this because if you do then you are just as guilty as everybody else that is blind to the rebellion.

Wandering the Desert

Wandering the desert sea
A hero's time has came at last
To rise above it all 
Take what is rightfully his.

Foolish charms hang
In the balance of justice
Hope stirring
In the hearts of love ones.
 Forgotten by people
Forgotten by time
His heart that still
Yearns for memories
Of true love

A hero walks the land

Seventh Poem

Do not know where I am going,
Walking down this desolate road with
Nothing but the clothes on my back.
The wind blowing through my hair gently,
But howling your name.


I hear your voice speaking in the wind,
Tears strolling down my dirty face,
As I realize how much I really love you,
And how sorry I am for hurting you like
I did.


I keep hearing your voice in the wind,
It sounds like that you are here somewhere
Looking for me,
I see a figure walking towards me,
I can tell that it is a woman,
I keeping hearing your voice in the wind,
But the voice is coming from the woman figure
That is walking towards me.

The woman figure starts to run frantically towards me.
I start cry harder,
For I realize that it is you,
I realize that you wanted to find me
Because you realize that we are
Meant for each other.
You tell me not to ever do this again,
Because you want me to be there holding
You while you sleep at nights.


We both say that we are sorry for what we have done
And promise each other that we will try our
Best to not hurt each other as bad as we have
Done.


We continue walking until we find an open field,
We find a nice comfortable spot,
Looking at the cloudless sky,
Talking about how things use to be and
How we want to get things back to good.


We talk about old times and we
Concentrate hard on the future,
For that we know the future is
Bright for us.
We sit there praying to God
Thanking him for his guidance,
His mercy,
And his blessing on us.
We do not know where we are going.

Sixth Poem

Hearts seeking tender moments
Wanting to feel pain of love
Scars running deep into the veins
Hearts beloning to others and not to self
Destined hearts intertwine with dancing
Emotions 
By the power of uniting
Two souls into one
Exploding emotions take flight with
Fits of raged happiness

Treasured memories
Buried in the sands of time.
Waiting to be discovered
Power of love
No longer a myth
But Truth and Loyalty
Love beoming powerful
And shinning as a bright as a mid summer sun
Nothing will stop love
Cause love over comes all odds

Fifth poem

Seeking forgiveness for scores settled
But are they really settled?
Time running with a short attitude
Raged time casuing destruction
Restless hearts fighting
For love and for justice
Helping the weak
Become strong once more.

Aqua blue skies shine
With peaceful hope
Shimmering yellow white light
From the big ball of fire
Feeling God's cleansing power 
In the pouring rain.

Souls being ripped apart
And the power of kissing
Ignites a passion
That starts a raging fire
In the hearts of lovers
Who know that they are destined
To be with until their dying day.

Hearts with imprisoned charms
Lose touch with feelings
Knights of chivalry becomes
The past.
Women become lonely widows
Wondering where the real men
Have gone to.

The World's Economy

I don't know why everybody is saying that the world economy is getting better because its not getting better. Take it from the middle man who is a college graduate and works at a grocery store, part-time as an Office Assistant, making barely above minimum wage, all of the time I am applying for jobs and not even able to get an interview. Everyday that I work I see more and more people on Food Stamps and WIC. This is a true sign showing that the economy is not getting better, but only worse. The economy is fixing to head to a depression, I might be wrong but I will tell you this our country better get back on track and get things going in the right direction again. Nobody wants to hire FULLTIME HELP anymore. Did you know that companies could hire two part-time workers to every full-time worker, and the reason to that is so that they don't have to pay for benefits, and that they make you pay for the benefits if you wanted them.  Don't get me started on freakin gas prices that is another rant for another day.  If I wanted to get married now I couldn't because heck look at the economy everybody is still running scared because they know what is fixing to happen.  Look at the deal with the overhaul of health care reform. That is a joke in itself, right now there are so many people out there that do not have health insurance ( like myself), and its causing the prices of health care to sky rocket up. Our government is becoming a socialist government (meaning that our government is getting their dirty hands into the cookie jar that they should not be doing) instead of the democracy that our fore fathers started when they came to the New World.

House

Last night Season 6 of House began with a 2 hour special. It was one of the best ones ever. I can not wait see what medical mysterious they will solve this year. But Hugh Laurie did an amazing job last on the show.
You can catch this show on your Local FOX channel every monday at 8.

April Joke that Should become reality

This past April Fools here in 2009, The Information Game Network came out with a April Fools joke that convinced me that they were coming out with a Legend of Zelda movie.  The trailer was so damn good that it should become a movie using the people that created it. This is the link to the April Fools Joke...I am just sharing this as a fellow blogger and I am not using this as a personal gain or any such thing as that...


http://movies.ign.com/dor/articles/863515/legend-of-zelda-movie-trailer/videos/legendofzelda_filmtrailer_040108.html

War

War brewing among the land
Restless warriors waiting to face
Their doom,
As the silent but thunderous storm approaches
Fear swallowing the weak.

Angels singing a war lullably
A link from the past to the future has
Been made
Soldiers playing with mediocre toys
Lover's hearts going cold
Feelings grow darker
Due to the impending storm
That is on the verge of exploding

Hell's fires burning brighter
For that the Devil knows
He will get more than enough souls
To fuel the fire for a little longer.

Heaven prays that they get more souls than
Hell,
But how are warriors suppose to repent when they
Are impaled by mediocre toys.

Crossing the Distant night

Crossing the distant night through
The snow that covers the ground like a thick blanket,
The pale yellow orb that rules the night,
Moonlight shining down upon the land,
Time standing still like
History that has been forgotten,
There will come another day when history will
Become the present once again.

Shadows of the night flicker from the pale
Yellow moon,
Snow that is pure starts to fall,
For a moment it seems like an illusion.
Trees alive with feelings,
Their branches covered thick with snow.
An ominous glow from the pale yellow orb,
Signs of evil coming to ravage the land,
There is hope for the land
For that a hero will be awakened tonight.

For tonight a hero's dream is born,
In his burning heart with desire to rise above
And take what is his.
People sleeping forever in thoughts of greed,
Crossing the distant night through
Snow that covers the ground like a thick blanket.

A wanderer of time walks the land,
In search of the hero that will save the people of the land

Third Poem

Shattered dreams stirrings in the empty halls,
Wounded souls healing from pain,
Wounded souls at peace after turmoil,
Hope becoming reality,
For the wind of change are upon the land.

Mindless thoughts run wild like
Ravaged beast,
Gnawing with their blood thirsty fangs,
Snow clogging the sky as volcanic ash,
Trees shivering with cold as the icy winter wind
Blows,
Winds of fate blowing like a gale force hurricane.

What do you think that you have found
True love as warm as the summer sun,
Hope that will be shining shimmering light
During the darkest of times,
Time is of the essence for mankind.

Everything changes in a blink of an eye,
No matter if you want to accept it or not,
But it does,
Time is never the same as it was the day before.

Drunk on love is no longer a myth or fairy tale,
But reality
People's love for one another diminishing over time,
Love is the greatest gift of all,
Love creates some of the best dreams
That even shattered dreams can not destroy.

Second Poem

People say that the day you got married
He vanished into thin air,
People have claimed that they have seen him,
But nobody really knows the truth behind it.
His last word before he disappeared
"I will always love you and you alone."

They say that his car was found in the woods near the place
They would always hang out.
People say that one morning her husband
Found her rings there on the kitchen counter,
For that she left looking for her true love.
She left without a trace like he did.

Nobody really knows if they found each other or not.
From time to time people have claim to have
Seen them different places,
But when they go to go up to them
They disappear into thin air.
Nobody really knows what happen to them,
They speculate that died from being heart broken and
She died from making the biggest mistake of her life,
But nobody really knows.
People know that they are truly happy.