Why did I have to go?

Why is it that I have

To go?

Far away from everybody

Soon I will be.

Traveling on the winds

That blow on this great

Good Earth.

I scatter to the four

Winds of the Earth trying to get

A glimpse of you.

I ride the wind that

Blows through your hair,

So I could feel what it is

Like to touch your hair.

But do you know that it was I

Who touches your skin and hair

When the winds blows?

I try to whisper to you to tell you

That it is not your fault for me dying

Thatt day, when we had that very big

Argument.

I left your house driving as fast as

A nascar driver down those winding

Roads.

Its my fault for that I should have watched

The road instead of looking back and I

Never saw the curve that was there and the guard rail

That was never replaced,

So I flew over the curve and over the cliff I went.

I love you and I want to let you know that there is

A new life that is growing inside of your belly.

In time you will find somebody new to help take care

Of our child.

So I return to the four

Corners of the Earth watching,

Waiting, and looking for the next

Time that I get to see a glimpse of

You.

I hear you screaming my name

Out to the wind.

Crying and asking,

Why did I have to go?