Aerosmith

Here is another band that I think is one of the best bands around our times.

It is finally here...the Album that everybody should own

This week the release of an album that everybody wants to go out and buy is the The Essential Weird Al Yankovic..

It has some of his best works on there. Like, White and Nerdy, Bedrock Anthem, Jurassic Park (my all time favorite), Fat, Eat it, I lost on jeopardy (another all time favorite of mine), and many more...

Here is the link to Weird Al's website where you can buy it...http://www.sonymusicdigital.com/weird-al/details/4478278



Disclaimer: This is my own work
Picture credit: To Weird Al and Sony Music

Good Boys

Listen to the words on this one...Good boys will never win the girl because they want the bad boy type..

Another thought of the day

Madness crepting back into reality

Pictures of me with some Celebs.

When I went to Tennessee a couple of years ago when I was with Last Minute Productions at Western Carolina University, I got to meet a couple of famous celeberaties.  I got to meet Danny Glover and the Famous Porn king Ron Jeremy

My friend James C., Danny Glover, and then Me with a beard...Some great times there in Tennessee. when we weren't in shops, I was at the bars. The people that I was with would come look for me at the bars first before anywhere else...That's bad, but I am not that bad anymore...

Danny Glover stared in movies like the Lethal Weapons Series, The Color Purple, Operation Dumbo Drop. He is clearly one the best well known actors in Hollywood.

This me with the King of Porn himself, Ron Jeremy.
I could even believe that I met the man that more or less started the Porn industry himself... Ron Jeremy is a legend to all people who watch porn. Hahahahaha

The seasons of time

The seasons of time
Are changing in tune
With the seasons of life
Golden leaves fallen off
The rusty heart
That has started to fall
Apart due to the emptiness
That has started to fill
The hollow dust stricken
Heart.
Every square inch of the
Heart feeling like a thousands
Swords stabbing it.
Blood oozing out of every hole
For that there is no more
Hurt.

Thought of the day

Why is it that people in this world have to be so ruthless to everybody, do we not have any morales left.

Destiny

Destiny awakens a
Hero's hope
For that the time has come
For him to face his
Destiny
And become the hero
He is meant to be

He realizes that he can not
Hold back the wave of time
For that he must face the truth
Of his very own darkest secrets
But even him does not know what
The secret is.

Foolish charms hang

Foolish charms hang
In the balance of justice
Hope on a stirring
In the hearts of love ones.

Could this be the end

Could this be the end
Of all things for mankind
Certainly not for that life
Does carry on no matter

Happiness

Where is the happiness that I once had? No matter how hard I tried I ended up failing at the most easiest thing there is in a relationship...

Terra's Theme

This is another great video of a popular Final Fantasy VI character named Terra...

Can't sleep

Wish that I could sleep right now but its okay I will get sleep when I need it the most...I guess that I am still running on cake right now...but that is about to run out really quick here...still got a lot going on in my mind and it will be a couple days before I will be able to speak to anybody about it. Now I know what I want in a girl and I will never go to the type that I had before...I am so glad that its finally over now on to bigger and better things in life...like Warhammer 40k which that Robin Williams the actor plays...and soon I will be playing it too...Going to call it a night....Hopefully God will show his unconditional love on me...

Okay okay okay here it is at last....

Transformers Revenge of the Fallen of the best movies I think that has been ever made, but there is one down fall about that (no pun intended), and that is its a little too long. I it should have been broken up into two movies, but its okay. Its not a disappointment at all. This one will keep you on the edge of your sit through out the whole movie. Who could forget the famously funny part where literally we see "Steel Balls" that were Devastors. Overall the movie is great and a must to own. There has to be a third one, but who knows when that will be...

Sometimes

Sometimes we need to say what we need to say about things. I am so glad that I am finally done with my ex she's a bitch and always will be one. There I said it. I know its not the christian way to say that to somebody face to face, but its fixin to come to that point.
If you haven't seen the Bucket List you need to its about two Cancer patients that are living their lives to the fullest before they die.

Tranforms Revew coming this evening

The Transformers review coming this evening when I get home from work. I was up the marjority of the night thinking so was not able to do it.

Great song

This is a great song by The Fray...Now I can say that all hope is lost for me and it will be a while for me to recover from this, but I got the friends that will help me recover a little bit quicker than I would if I was by myself...

Is having an Epiphany

For some odd reason my mind just flipped a light switch and now I am seeing with my own eyes all the destruction in the void of time. A pretty big chunk has been taken out. Its like something just erased everything in my mind. Like my emotions and all have been reseted or something, whatever this that I am feeling is something new to me. Don't know what but I might have had an epiphany, but of what?

One of the Best Song Writers Ever

Listen to this song its explains the pain and I hurt that I have brought upon myself..

Who knew

This time last week I had rock bottom and was going to a little bit crazy and staring madness in the face, now I am starting to climb back up the ladder of happiness once again.  This happiness is what I had a year ago when I first met my gf. I believe in God and I know that his will is being done now as I am going through this stage of happiness, during this time of hardship.   I have a great family and my friends have been here for me and even complete strangers have been here for me too.  God works in mysterious ways and there are things that happen we will never be able to explain. Its been a great life so far and I can not wait to see what is in store me and my gf in the future....

Thunderous Happiness

Thunderous happiness
Roaring through the valley
Sun shining brighter than ever
Before.
Happiness becoming the new
Madness
Worries and fears washing
Away like footprints in the
Sand being washed away by the waves.
People rejoicing
For that the dawn of a new
Age has begun.

Leaving Madness

Madness leaving the world
Happiness returning to the land
The protector of the land rising
From the ashes like the mythical
Phoenix.

Hope starting to shine like the sun
People starting to believe in hope
Once again
The dark knight giving people
A hero they deserve
Peace calming the land
Like a flowing river
Through the meadows of a dense
Forest.

Jeff Dunham

Jeff Dunham one the best comedian/ventriloquist of our times....Two full-length Dvd's, A Christmas Special, and now his very own tv show on Comedy Central...

Boost

Boost Mobile is one of the fastest growing cell phone providers here in the United States...Its best plan is only $50 dollars a month, which includes unlimited text, unlimited calls, unlimited web, and unlimited walkie talkie..Now please let me know if you find another cell phone provider that can provide all of that for the same price...You can't

I'll be better off

This is how I feel right now...All hope is lost for me

Vendetta

Vendetta's being paid in
Innocence blood
Innocence people being
Made martyrs for their
Belief in happiness
How can somebody destroy something
So wonderful?
Is this a curse that I must
Live with?
What have I done to deserve
This?

Behold

Behold the sweet intoxication
Of madness
Making the senses tingle
With power
Brushing the breast of time
Knowing that all things
Must come to an end
For that no good thing
Comes out of happiness
Except the painful bliss of hurt.

Madness

Madness is eventuality
Love losing its sweet taste
The world becoming undone
Nonexistence becoming louder
Than usual

Craziness is normal
People losing their spirits
Since there is no hope
Left for anybody

Lust becoming the new love
Good morals lay to waste
Heartache becoming a natural occurence
Daylight getting dimmer as the days
Get shorter.

Today's madness

Today's madness is going to be a good I think that...No I have not gone into madness but I am dancing on the edge of it though hahahaha...Hoping to have about any where from 1-3 poems by this evening I hope...

Can't believe the weather here in the Piedmont

Man I can not believe the weather here in the Piedmont..the air is so clear and there is not a single cloud in the sky..Wish that I was on a boat fishing and a cooler full of drinks that would be the life right now...

Untitled

Dreams of Madness
Seeming to become real
Even when reality does not
Exist
Despair riding the wheels of time
Hope on a string
Time slipping through the hands of mankind
People running in fear
Of being devoured by madness
Lust breaking new ground
On the weak hearts
Darkness creeping back into
The hearts of the wicked
Day light going into hiding
As day breaks into solid tears
For that there is no hope for mankind

Things to think about

If reality ever existed then people would not be as interesting as we are...so reality does not exist because we are a dull race with no hope of future and thing about this is that people think that in reality they are not getting their way on everything...but that does not exist, if you sit down and look at it people are getting their ways about everything and its showing people can not grasp the unknown works here in the universe. People are scared to think outside of the box. People will not understand the differenece of insanity and reality...Madness and Power go hand and hand and it can and will lead to your destruction no matter how noble and well respected you are you will be utterly destroyed...

My thought about reality

Reality never existed, its only us who think that Reality exist..

What do you think

What do you think you have
Found in this dying world?
Happiness is the absence of sadness
Reality never existing
Walking this desolate road we call life
Looking at past memories at the times
That when happiness presided
In life
Foolish gaze at the stary sky
Flashes if bright lights cross the
Sky in hatred
Madness lurking in the shadows
Despair on every corner
People gossiping about things
That should not be talked about
Hurt that will not go away
Madness attacking happy memories
Craziness consuming all aspects
Of living
Hope being tortured by despair
In broad daylight.

This one speaks to the very depth of my soul

For all of you Final Fantasy Fans this is the opera song in Final Fantasy VI

My theme Song

This is my theme song...If you have the mind set that I do you can picture me standing there on the mountain cliff being the sole protector of the land

Calling it a night

Well I think that I am going to call it a night tonight...So much has gone on in the past few days its hard to believe that tomorrow is Monday...wish that i was off again tomorrow but I am off on Wednesday...Good night Blogger..

Letted so many people down

I can't begin where I have let so many people down.  I have few friends that will not let me falter, but there is a time where I will have to do things on my own and make sure that everything will be okay in my life. I just wish that I could be happy and I am happy, but why I am going through this now while my plate is too full to begin with.  Its sad that my head can not absorb anything right now because its running in circles.  I am glad that I have a great friend like Chris Knight, if it was not for him I would probably go insane forever, but instead he has lead me to the Dark Side because they have cookies hahahaha.

finally starting to crash

I am finally starting to crash after I had about six cups of coffee today which is like a major overdose of caffinee, but I am glad that I have great friends that are praying for me during this diffcult time that I am going through right now.  Wish that it was nothing but a bad dream.

God Help Us

God help us all I am on twitter now. hahahaha

Family Guy

Family Guy was freakin awesome tonight they three short stories about three different Stephen King's movies.  They were Stand By Me, Misery, which I could stop laughing since that I watched Forcery last night ( a homemade movie that my buddy Chris Knight did, if you want to watch it go to the link on the right side of my page and look for the Knight Shift link and then scroll down and look for Forcery on the left hand side) its great.  The third one was The Shawnshank Redemption which was okay I was hoping for the Shining that one would have been great...

What is this Glorious Glow that I see?

What is this glorious glow that I see?
Is it the light at the end of the tunnel?
Or is it hope that something great is about to happen?
Where is the loving Fellowship that we once had
Now its gone
And nobody wonders what will come of the withering tree
They don not care about the dying race of their land.

Why?

Why do I fail at things?
Why do I fall in love so easy? Is it because I am scared of being hurt?
Why is that I have to face what's going here at home by myself? Even though I know that God is here with me.

Best 15 movies of All times

1. The Dark Knight
2. V for Vendetta
3. Pirates of the Caribbean III: At Worlds End
4.Transformers
5. Speed Racer
6. Hellboy II
7. The Good, The Bad, and the Ugly
8. The Punisher (with Thomas Jane)
9. Glory
10. Army of Darkness
11. Lord of the Rings Return of the King
12. Forrest Gump
13. Young Guns II
14. Revenge of the Sith Star Wars III
15. Superman II

well its official

I have been made as a heretic or as I should say a very bad person.  How can some body through the trust card at me when I trusted them with all of my heart.. Its okay they will understand one day that I trusted them...

I wish that I could have been

I wish that I could have been

In your dying moments

It hurts me

Like a thousand swords

Plundering, stabbing my

Heart until I can bleed

No more.

Now you lie below,

The fresh ground lays loose

Under the weight of the

Golden blue sky

Lost tears are shed

Over your final resting place.

Your whispered voice

Scattered against the icy hot,

Howling wind,

Blows

Like a mighty gale force wind on the

Ocean.

Making me wish you were still with me.

I wish that I could have been.

Where are you

Where have you been all of my life?

You used to be there for me when I was feeling

Down.

Now you hardly come when I need you the most.

You come and go like a ghost,

In the cold chilly wind that howls your name,

And I guess that I have to play a game,

In order to get you to come back to me.

What is this illuminating light that I see?

Could it be the end of the tunnel for me?

Or is it just another dream.

Why can't you be here with me now?

You used to be.

Where have you gone to

For that I need you to be

Here for me in my last few

And final moments upon this

Futile earth.

And you are not here by my side.

There is no hope for me now

Since you decided to go

To the farthest corner of the world.

Dear Readers

Dear Readers,
             I have came to a very hard and bumpy road in my life right now.  I wish that I could explain it, but I can not as I am sitting very depressed and drinking a couple of drinks, its came to my attention that its time for me do a walk that will prove anybody that I trust them, but then again its a walk that I want to walk and never return to home or any land for that my time has come for me to meet my maker and repay in kind for what he has done.  This world has no place for a guy like me anymore...This world has gone to hell in a hand basket and I have lost everything that I have loved.   Nobody will understand why I am given this task of doing nothing but walking and walking till the the point that I pass out...Nobody cares about the emotional well being of me and they never will.  This world is lost and nothing will save it except the second coming of Christ...but I am afraid that I am going to be meeting him really soon if somethings do not change. Wish that I could go back and change things for the better, but its too late for that.  This world was never ready for me and it will never will be.

USA Becoming Third World Country?

Is the USA becoming the next third world country?  Is China becoming a super powered country like what we use to be?  People I hate to say answer  this two questions but its happening, and yes the USA is becoming the next third world country. Look at the sarce jobs out there, the homeless on the rise, people living in rundown housing complexes.  Geez, the dependency on oil is one thing, but with the value of the dollar on the decline its making our country practially useless. China is becoming the economic Super Power. Could this be the work of China and Russia to destroyed the USA once and for all? 

What is love

What is love when your heart is missing several pieces?
How can you fix a cold desolate heart that has frozen solid?

My Top 10 Villians

I know this is going to stir some conversation on my blog..

1.The Joker-Heath Ledger-The Dark Knight
2.Sephiroth-Final Fantasy VII
3.Darth Vader-Star Wars
4.Megatron-Transformers
5.Hannibal Lecter-Anthony Hopkins-Silence of the Lambs
6.Emperor Palpatine-Star Wars
7.Boba Fett-Star Wars
8.Freddy Krueger-Nightmare on Elm Street
9. Jason Voorhes-Friday the 13th
10. Chuckie-Childs play


Okay I am stuck right now but this what I got so far more to come soon

Coming Soon

Coming Soon I will be posting my top fifteen villians from movies, video games, books, and even real life so stay tuned Kiddies its going to be a bumpy ride....HAHAHAHAHA

Zombieland

All I got to say is that Zombie land is must see movie its gorie but its funny as crap and it deserves to be watched by all people...Its National Lapoon's Vacation meets Dawn of the Dead/Doom/ Duke em... Me and my buddy Chris Knight who owns the Knight Shift blog (which that I have a link on the right side to his blog) said that they should come out with the video game of Zombieland...which would be so cool to shoot zombies on Amusement park rides...

Check It Out

I posted a link that will send you to my friend Chris Knights blog on the right side of the page so go check it out. He is one cool dude...

What the Crap

How could our fearless leader Mr. Obama win a Noble Peace Prize when he has done nothing...I don't care if I am steping on toes here but what has he done?  Absolutely nothing...is for the employment? Last time I checked the Unemployment is still sky rocketing upwards and there is end in sight. Is it for the troop withdrawment from Iraq? Last time I checked he wants to increase troops...What is it for....It needs to be taken away, what he needs to do is step up to the plate and take action, if he is not going to do that then the people of the United States of America needs to rebel against him and protest that he either gets his act together or we shall demand that he be impeached...oh its time for a change what he said well he is getting the change all right in his pocket...

Strange feelings

Is it just me or is that something major is fixing to happen in our lives again...I got a feeling like another big disaster is going to happen here in the near future I just got that feeling something weird is about to happen...I can't wait to start my family when that day comes...I can't believe that its been almost two years since that Grandfather has been gone...my mind is running like hell right now

My words to worry about

The words that people don't want me to say : I have a bad idea, I have an idea, and then I'm thinking

Stillness threatness the peaceful
Atmosphere
The changes of time is upon us
The worst is yet to come
It will be swift as the hammer stroke falls

My spurge yesterday at Bestbuy

Ok so after I got off from work yesterday I went to B-towm to go to Bestbuy to see what I could find. I bought two movies yesterday and I am glad that they did have them...Hellboy and Hellboy II The Golden Army...the classical piece where Abe finds the third piece of the crown is so freaking moving that it will make you cry..that part also teaches all of us that if we really do love somebody we would do anything to save to them from harm...Why can't anybody see that I am a protector of sorts....maybe I am starting to lose touch of normacy...maybe I will take a stroll into the woods and to never return...can not take anymore stress because I am at the breaking point right now and I don't know which way is up nor down...GOD help me please....Really upset right now but I will be back later...

The wheels of fate (under construction)

The wheels of fate have
Started to turn
Is our life nothing but a dream
If it is
Who is the dreamer,
Why hasn't the dreamer woken up
Ever ponder that question

Music of the Night (under construction)

Living as you never lived before
Letting the soul take you where you
Want to be
The power of the music of the night
You alone can make my song take flight

Feeling,
Hearing,
Touching,
Smelling the sweet intoxication of the music
As if it were a person

Music of the night
Haunting,
Floating through the air with its tune





References: The Phantom of the Opera
                   Song Music of the Night
                   By Andrew Lloyd Weber

In the bleakness of winter

In the bleakness of winter
Snow falling like down
Like a heavy rainstorm
Gale force wind blowing

Smoke rising from chimneys
Fires crackling with warmth
Lovers romancing with one another
Not caring what is going on in the world
For that tonight is for lovers and for lovers alone.

Lonely people sitting there
Lusting for romance in their lives
But are sadden since that nobody
Wants to be loved by them.

Can you not see

Can you not see the light of day
Coming over the horizon.
Moonlight serenading by the
Willow tree
Dew glistening by the
Dawn's early light

Sleep overtakes thee
Peaceful dreams of happiness
Or no dreams,
But peaceful sleep

Mind at rest from
A hards day work
Or just simply resting
The mind.

Reading inner thoughts
People's Opinion
Plaguing the mind
With thoughts of depression
Or thoughts of happiness.

Wanting to be loved like others
But can not understand why some
People act the way they do
When you need them the most.

Sunlight brighter than God's presence
Rain drops falling like angels crying
Over the welcoming of a new angel

Thunderous silence prevails over
The land
People wanting to be heard
People speaking their minds more
In a world that is afraid to face truth.

Pink Ribbon

Sorry that I haven't posting like I should I want to be posting like everyday but I am not good as some people are about this thing.  I have been going through a really rough time right now...My mom has breast cancer and we put m grandmother in a nursing home so its been really hard for me...I guess you can say that I am a momma's boy because I have been there by momma's side for the longest I can remember.  Please I don't know how many people read my blog everyday, but if you have a pink ribbon please wear to show support for Breast Cancer Awareness Month is the Month of October...If you ever see  me you will see that I will be wearing a pink ribbon some where on my shirt to support my mother and supporting the cause.


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