Feeling

Wandering around in this cruel world,
Wandering why so many misfortunes
Have to happen to me?
What have I done?
Why is this happening again?

Trying so hard to make the best
Out of this life,
But yet it seems like I get nowhere.
Trying to keep calm and positive,
But when your spirit has been
Dealt devastating blow after blow.
Start to wonder when will it end.
Sometimes wonder if living life to the fullest,
Will ever be fulfilled.
So tired of hurting, waiting, and hoping
One day it will ease and normal again.