Today

Today was a good day. I had a decent day at work, came home to my loving family, and my wonderful and loving girlfriend.  I have realized, my girlfriend realizes, and now my mom knows that I have accepted to certain degree about her terminal illness, but I still not have fully accepted it and I guess that I don't want to.  I don't want to accept because I still think that her having cancer is a bad dream.  So that is all I got to say about that.