feeling pretty good

Here lately I have been feeling pretty good, but still staying up really late and sleeping til noon about everyday.  I just wish that I could have a more control over how much I eat daily.  I eat a decent breakfast and a sandwhich for lunch and a meal for supper, but its the snacks that I eat at night that are adding the pounds. 
Mom is doing good and it feels so good to to catch up on the lost time that I missed out on while I was at school.  Its funny how while you work your mind plays different senario's and you play them out  like that they are happening now.  It still hurts no matter what you do to sit there and see your mom suffer from any kind of illness.  It just hurts that my mom might never get to see the kids that I have one day, and I pray that she does.  Hearing word that your friends are having babies makes you want one yourself and I know that I will have some one day I just can't wait.  I just pray that mom is still around when I get a full-time job so that she can see her baby boy get married to the woman of his dreams.  I don't know what I would do if I didn't have gf in my life.