10 Years Can't believe that its been 10 years

September 11, 2011, 10th anniversay of the 9/11 terrorist attacks, and it only seems like it was yesterday that it happened.  I knew where I was when I heard the news of this great American tragdey. The 9/11 attacks was the modern day verison of Pearl Harbor, then we were attacked by the Japanese, and on 9/11 we were attacked by extremist. Its scary that our great nation has been attacked twice.  Has America changed for the best or for the worse?  What really grips my tail is that this year none of the Fire, EMS, Police were not invited to the ceremonies due to the fact that there was going to be no room for them.



Things have changed in a certain degree. Big brother watching everything we do. We are in a real bad recession. I am not here to talk about that.  I am here to talk about the everyday people who live on the edge of society each and everyday.  I am so glad that there were people who tried to over-throw the hi-jackers on Flight 93.  May God Bless them and all of the people who ran into the buildings not knowing what was going to happen. Nobody knew that the buildings were going to collaspe.  I like what they have done to where the Towers once stood and turned them into a reflecting pool. Who knows what is going to be there around the reflecting pool.  I am proud to be an American and I pray that everything turns out to be the best thing to ever happen to this country. 

Photos are not mine. 

Dream that I had

I had a dream that I was standing on a cliff.  As I was standing there the town below was ablaze with fire.  When I looked to the horizon there was a dark and powerful storm that was coming, but the other end of the sky the sun was setting, but the sky was redish orange color, the same color as the fire that burned down below in the town.

America has lost a true true actor

Legendary NFL defender and movie actor Charles Aaron "Bubba" Smith passed away.  You may know him from the Police Academy movies, he was 66.  Smith played for the Colts, Oakland Raiders, and the Houston Oilers.  He was one my role models growing up, for the simple fact that he was tall and took no junk from anybody.  Bubba you will be missed and Godspeed.

Finally came to the Wii Shopping channel

The picture says:

"What do you think you've found?

Here... in this dying world?

Why do you build knowing destruction is inevitable?

why yearn living knowning everything must die?

A game by the name of Final Fantasy III(VI in the series) is known as one the best Final Fantasies in the series to ever come out.  You will simply fall in with the characters as you play.  It has a wonderful storyline and that is dark and ruthless as it can get, but the outcome is a most spectular one. As I can remember from playing from the past the ending credits is about 10 and a half minutes long. 





Disclaimer: All rights to the picture and saying DO NOT belong to me.

true feelings

I know that I have true feelings about somebody.  I think about her everyday, waiting patiently for that day where I can come home to her from work.  I know she knows how I feel about her, its like everytime we get together it seems that we are growing and growing closer together.  Each time its pure bliss.  I just wish that I will get a full-time job...because I am ready for that day to come.   I am just so glad that I have a good loving and beautiful girfriend that loves me for who I am.  I love her for who she is.

StarCraft

I started playing StarCraft for the very first time Thursday night....all I got to say is that this game is a game that needs you think clearly and not be bothered when you play this game.  This game is awesome...I definitely recommend you to go out and get this game if you are into playing computer games.

Osama Bin Laden is DEAD!!!!! YAY!!!!

It has been conformed that Osama is Dead!  This is a major Victory in the war with Terrorism. Now I just wish that the boys and girls come home and rest with the W(Win).  Who knows what this is going to cause, but whatever it is, it's not going to be good, but the USA will be defiant and will prevail.  GOD BLESS THE USA. 

Working out

I have been working out at a gym for a week now and I love it. Just been able to go, get excerise, meet new people, and just getting out having some alone time. 

Just tired of Somethings

I am getting so tired of the gas prices.  Its about time that our President do something about it.  He can get gas prices down to around $.200 a gallon.  I will vote for him, but I doubt that he will do anything about that, just like the Presidents before him. 

Dear Mother Nature

Dear Mother Nature I am sorry that its that time of the year that you are having hot flashes and wanting to turn on the Air Conditioner to a bone chilling 38 degrees.  Please turn the heat back up for and please stop making us suffer anymore. Thanks.

New Computer that I am getting

Ladies and Gentlemen I am getting a new laptop my old one gave the signal that it was dying but freezing up and giving me the BLUE SCREEN OF DEATH ( sounds like a cheesy horror movie).  I had to act fast and get another laptop so I am getting a DELL inspiron 17R with a i5 processor, 6 GB, with 500GB 5400RPM.  My buddy Chris said that my computer is going to be really sweet I hope so.

My thoughts on the U.S. Lead attacks on Libya

US what the hell were you thinking, I know that we have Tomahawk missiles and all that fancy stuff, but COME ON...you should be thinking more about whats going on here in the states. I would be trying to gain Israel's trust and become allies with them once again.  I just pray that Libya don't have nukes because they would aim them at us.

8.9 Earthquake hits Japan

Japan was hit with a 8.9 Earthquake on the Richter scale around 3:00 am eastern standard time.  There  were tsunamis (waves that are generated by an earthquake that can be as 100 ft and can travel as fast as a Jumbo Jet going about 745 miles per hour) that desvasted the Eastern Coast of Japan and it was even felt on the West Coast from Alaska all the way down to Hawaii.  The Earthquake was the Fifth largest earthquake that has been recorded since 1900.  Tokoyo which was located a 100 miles away from the epic-center of the earthquake felt it.  No telling what the death toll will be, but I will tell you that is not going to be a small number.

There can not be any words that can describe what Japan is facing.  They are having problems with 5 of their nuclear reactors, due to the tsunamis coming in.  I pray that they are able to recover from this tragic day of natural disaster.

This goes to show you that Mother Nature can strike with little or no warning at all. 

Disclaimer: The photos are not mine.

Finally Understanding

Tonight I feel a little depress (I guess that I am just tired).  I feel alone but then again I know that I am not alone. There are memories and some secrets that some people don't need to know.  I wonder sometimes how I am gifted with such a great mind, but whenever I get a great idea before I can even write it down its one.  I love talking to friends about their marriage and I know that one day I will be married too, I guess that I am impatient.  Its kind of hard not to be patient when you know that the clock is against you

Got some cool posts coming soon.

I am fiixing to start working on some very cool post just wanting on the right time do them.

Dream That 70's Show

I had this weird dream this morning, that really messed with my mind. 
   I was dreaming that I was part of "That 70's Show".  I was helping Eric to find Donna.  Hyde, Fez, and Kelso were injuried during a tornado and I followed Jackie and Eric to the House that they were staying at.  Me and Eric then left and tried to leave town, but couldn't due to the roads were closed because of the Tornado and then I woke up.

my favorite quote from Red.
"And you are about to read a book that my foot wrote, it's called on "On the road to in your ass"." -Season Six espiode titled "On with the Show"

Something that I have started to work on and need opinions.

    I woke up to the thundering sound of rain on the tin roof.   Was it a dream or did she tell me that she was leaving for good.  I roll over and discovered that she is gone not a trace of her, not even a fragrance of her perfume remains.  Can not believe she’s gone just like that, not even a kiss or even a good bye.  Trying to find somewhat of a clue, but knowing there is not a clue of to where she has gone to.  No numbers were exchanged from the night before, so there is no way to even in touch with her.  Wish that I could get another whiff of her intoxicating perfume.  Her perfume was the smell of fresh wet roses and sweet red wine mixed. 

feeling pretty good

Here lately I have been feeling pretty good, but still staying up really late and sleeping til noon about everyday.  I just wish that I could have a more control over how much I eat daily.  I eat a decent breakfast and a sandwhich for lunch and a meal for supper, but its the snacks that I eat at night that are adding the pounds. 
Mom is doing good and it feels so good to to catch up on the lost time that I missed out on while I was at school.  Its funny how while you work your mind plays different senario's and you play them out  like that they are happening now.  It still hurts no matter what you do to sit there and see your mom suffer from any kind of illness.  It just hurts that my mom might never get to see the kids that I have one day, and I pray that she does.  Hearing word that your friends are having babies makes you want one yourself and I know that I will have some one day I just can't wait.  I just pray that mom is still around when I get a full-time job so that she can see her baby boy get married to the woman of his dreams.  I don't know what I would do if I didn't have gf in my life.

Genesis 3 KJV The Fall of man

17And unto Adam he said, Because thou hast hearkened unto the voice of thy wife, and hast eaten of the tree, of which I commanded thee, saying, Thou shalt not eat of it: cursed is the ground for thy sake; in sorrow shalt thou eat of it all the days of thy life;

18Thorns also and thistles shall it bring forth to thee; and thou shalt eat the herb of the field;
19In the sweat of thy face shalt thou eat bread, till thou return unto the ground; for out of it wast thou taken: for dust thou art, and unto dust shalt thou return.

Truth and Wisdom

One man wants to use fear on the weak,
While there is another man that protects the weak
And helps the needy.

One man uses power to destroy the weak,
While there is another man that uses Faith
To help the weary.


"We walk by faith, Not by sight"---2 Corinthians 5:7

Poem wrote 3/20/2000

I wrote this poem over 10 years ago, during my Sophomore year in High School. I stumbled across this notebook today and something told me bring it out and to start putting them on my blog.  I don't know what force told me to do so.

Here is the Poem that I wrote on 3/20/2000

As I sit and stare out into the
Distance horizon,
I think about
The past that was once the
Present time of my life.
When the days were the most
Memorable in my life.

The people who I knew then
Are now married, but I am
Still the only one who was left
Out in the rain during the
Furious storm.
I have always been out in the
Rain and left alone.
People have notice
I was the only one left
Outside soaking in the rain,
But none of them have offered
To take me inside of their homes
To dry off, but
Instead their doors are locked up.
I see a house off in a short distance
Whose lights are shining brightly
Like a warm summer sunlight.
When I knocked on the oak treated
Door,
A familiar girl answers the door
And lets me in for awhile.

When I stop thinking about
The past that once was the present,
I have seen that it is now evening,
And not morning.
I go home to my lonely house and
Fix some food for supper.
I realize that I am not hungry,
So I go back outside,

I gaze at the blue
Sky thinking about a girl who's
Eyes were like the stars that
Fell from the heavens above,
Her hair is like fine smooth silk,
She spoke with truth and sterness.

I can almost hear her calling my
Name with compassion and boldnes,
When I thought that I had heard the person's
Voice that I like,
I stopped my thinking
And I look towards the direction where the
Voice was calling from,
I see nobody,
But I can see and feel the wind howling,
I see a figure of a person starting to walk
Towards me.