Got some cool posts coming soon.

I am fiixing to start working on some very cool post just wanting on the right time do them.

Dream That 70's Show

I had this weird dream this morning, that really messed with my mind. 
   I was dreaming that I was part of "That 70's Show".  I was helping Eric to find Donna.  Hyde, Fez, and Kelso were injuried during a tornado and I followed Jackie and Eric to the House that they were staying at.  Me and Eric then left and tried to leave town, but couldn't due to the roads were closed because of the Tornado and then I woke up.

my favorite quote from Red.
"And you are about to read a book that my foot wrote, it's called on "On the road to in your ass"." -Season Six espiode titled "On with the Show"

Something that I have started to work on and need opinions.

    I woke up to the thundering sound of rain on the tin roof.   Was it a dream or did she tell me that she was leaving for good.  I roll over and discovered that she is gone not a trace of her, not even a fragrance of her perfume remains.  Can not believe she’s gone just like that, not even a kiss or even a good bye.  Trying to find somewhat of a clue, but knowing there is not a clue of to where she has gone to.  No numbers were exchanged from the night before, so there is no way to even in touch with her.  Wish that I could get another whiff of her intoxicating perfume.  Her perfume was the smell of fresh wet roses and sweet red wine mixed. 

feeling pretty good

Here lately I have been feeling pretty good, but still staying up really late and sleeping til noon about everyday.  I just wish that I could have a more control over how much I eat daily.  I eat a decent breakfast and a sandwhich for lunch and a meal for supper, but its the snacks that I eat at night that are adding the pounds. 
Mom is doing good and it feels so good to to catch up on the lost time that I missed out on while I was at school.  Its funny how while you work your mind plays different senario's and you play them out  like that they are happening now.  It still hurts no matter what you do to sit there and see your mom suffer from any kind of illness.  It just hurts that my mom might never get to see the kids that I have one day, and I pray that she does.  Hearing word that your friends are having babies makes you want one yourself and I know that I will have some one day I just can't wait.  I just pray that mom is still around when I get a full-time job so that she can see her baby boy get married to the woman of his dreams.  I don't know what I would do if I didn't have gf in my life.

Genesis 3 KJV The Fall of man

17And unto Adam he said, Because thou hast hearkened unto the voice of thy wife, and hast eaten of the tree, of which I commanded thee, saying, Thou shalt not eat of it: cursed is the ground for thy sake; in sorrow shalt thou eat of it all the days of thy life;

18Thorns also and thistles shall it bring forth to thee; and thou shalt eat the herb of the field;
19In the sweat of thy face shalt thou eat bread, till thou return unto the ground; for out of it wast thou taken: for dust thou art, and unto dust shalt thou return.

Truth and Wisdom

One man wants to use fear on the weak,
While there is another man that protects the weak
And helps the needy.

One man uses power to destroy the weak,
While there is another man that uses Faith
To help the weary.


"We walk by faith, Not by sight"---2 Corinthians 5:7

Poem wrote 3/20/2000

I wrote this poem over 10 years ago, during my Sophomore year in High School. I stumbled across this notebook today and something told me bring it out and to start putting them on my blog.  I don't know what force told me to do so.

Here is the Poem that I wrote on 3/20/2000

As I sit and stare out into the
Distance horizon,
I think about
The past that was once the
Present time of my life.
When the days were the most
Memorable in my life.

The people who I knew then
Are now married, but I am
Still the only one who was left
Out in the rain during the
Furious storm.
I have always been out in the
Rain and left alone.
People have notice
I was the only one left
Outside soaking in the rain,
But none of them have offered
To take me inside of their homes
To dry off, but
Instead their doors are locked up.
I see a house off in a short distance
Whose lights are shining brightly
Like a warm summer sunlight.
When I knocked on the oak treated
Door,
A familiar girl answers the door
And lets me in for awhile.

When I stop thinking about
The past that once was the present,
I have seen that it is now evening,
And not morning.
I go home to my lonely house and
Fix some food for supper.
I realize that I am not hungry,
So I go back outside,

I gaze at the blue
Sky thinking about a girl who's
Eyes were like the stars that
Fell from the heavens above,
Her hair is like fine smooth silk,
She spoke with truth and sterness.

I can almost hear her calling my
Name with compassion and boldnes,
When I thought that I had heard the person's
Voice that I like,
I stopped my thinking
And I look towards the direction where the
Voice was calling from,
I see nobody,
But I can see and feel the wind howling,
I see a figure of a person starting to walk
Towards me.