Hopeless days,
Restless nights.
Mind plagued by memories
Than it is with hope.
Unwanted tears being shed.
Happiness nothing but a fantasy,
Heart skipping beats.
Future unknown to mankind.

You haunt my dreams every night.
I know you are there some where
In my dreams.
You said that you will be in my heart
Always.
I need you more than ever now
And I still can not believe you are
Gone.
You were the one that I could always
Come and talk to when I needed to.
But now all I have is a picture of you.
I am sorry for all the times when I got
Mad and took it out on you.
I miss you so much.
Can not wait to see your face,
Hear your voice,
And your warm hugs.

A burning candle shining
Like a beacon in the
Dead of night.
Hope finding its way
Into the hearts of others.
Love blossoming like the wild
Sunflowers blooming in the
Meadows.

Is it true?
Is this really how life goes?

Live each day as its the last day of
Life.

Mind full of memory,
Than with hope.
The past puncturing
The present like a bunch of
Stealing knives.
Killing the soul with each stab,
The blade feeling like an
Immortal blade,
In there is no healing from.

Eyes like an endless ocean
Of secrets and lies.
Emotions crashing down on
The shores of the soul.
Feelings walking a great journey
Throughout life.
Love being a suicidal drug
For lonely men,
Who cry out.
Wanting to be loved
By everybody.

Women locking their
Feelings behind
Iron gates,
No man can break through.

These are the feelings
Some people go
Throughout life
Feeling.
One of life's greatest mystery
Is how to make
Someone love you free
Willing.

Wondering through the
Sands of time,
Shadows of people's legacy
Around every corner.
Memory is the forgotten key
To life.
Time is a window of the
Soul.
Earth trembling in sadness.
Emotions being the mechanics
Of life.

I have not deserted this blog again just gotten busy and having writer's block

I look before me into
The horizon.
I see the vast emptiness
Of ocean stretching
As far as I can see.
Standing on the edge,
I hear the deafening roar
Of the waves pound against
The jagged edge.
I feel the blustery wind blowing
Across my face.
I see the violet lightning arching
Across the nighttime sky,
As the malevolent storm approaches
Me.
The beast inside me stirs from its mighty
Slumber.
I feel its rage burning inside of me.
It lusting to break free and make the
World feel its wraith.
Burning fire of vengeance,
Burns like a beacon in my soul.
Trying to hold back the devastated
Soul.

The storm rages on uncontrollably,
The wind blows down anything in its sight.
Thunder shaking the ground as
If it was an earthquake.
Feeling the anger of despair,
The ocean swallows the huts that are
Near the water's edge.
Hearing the horrific screams of villagers,
As they are swept out to sea.
Other villagers look upon in disbelief
That their brothers and sisters
Were swept out to sea.

The storm disperses,
The heavenly light of the sun
Shines on what's left of
The tiny village.