Why is that I feel like that I want to cry?
What's causing this?
I know that I am very happy but why is it
I can not smile?
Why I am struggling with myself again?
I thought that I had tamed the beast, but yet it is still on its rampage.

Wow

Wow can't believe its been several months since that I was last on here.  I need to get better about getting back on here and do some writing down of my thoughts that have been going through my mind lately.  I plan on doing this sometime tonight (at least get started on it).  So much has happened here since the last time I have been on.  I know that I do not have many readers, but their are some out there that do like reading my posts.