Poem wrote 3/20/2000

I wrote this poem over 10 years ago, during my Sophomore year in High School. I stumbled across this notebook today and something told me bring it out and to start putting them on my blog.  I don't know what force told me to do so.

Here is the Poem that I wrote on 3/20/2000

As I sit and stare out into the
Distance horizon,
I think about
The past that was once the
Present time of my life.
When the days were the most
Memorable in my life.

The people who I knew then
Are now married, but I am
Still the only one who was left
Out in the rain during the
Furious storm.
I have always been out in the
Rain and left alone.
People have notice
I was the only one left
Outside soaking in the rain,
But none of them have offered
To take me inside of their homes
To dry off, but
Instead their doors are locked up.
I see a house off in a short distance
Whose lights are shining brightly
Like a warm summer sunlight.
When I knocked on the oak treated
Door,
A familiar girl answers the door
And lets me in for awhile.

When I stop thinking about
The past that once was the present,
I have seen that it is now evening,
And not morning.
I go home to my lonely house and
Fix some food for supper.
I realize that I am not hungry,
So I go back outside,

I gaze at the blue
Sky thinking about a girl who's
Eyes were like the stars that
Fell from the heavens above,
Her hair is like fine smooth silk,
She spoke with truth and sterness.

I can almost hear her calling my
Name with compassion and boldnes,
When I thought that I had heard the person's
Voice that I like,
I stopped my thinking
And I look towards the direction where the
Voice was calling from,
I see nobody,
But I can see and feel the wind howling,
I see a figure of a person starting to walk
Towards me.